The next person who cracks the shits at me for being vegetarian, I will actually lose my shit. Every night at the dinner table I get reminded to the point that I want to shoot myself in the face, that ‘the animal they’re eating is already dead’ and ‘I’m never going to make a difference’ and ‘its pointless and stupid’ blah blah fucking blah. Mannnn, fuck up already. Your opinions obviously don’t fucking phase me so just back the fuck off and stop trying to discourage me and drown me with every negative thing you can think of. I don’t give a flying fuck.
I’m starting to get over things. Get over grudges, obsessions, jealousy, self obsession, bad self esteem.
There are bigger things in my life I have to focus on. Like my education, my happiness, my health. I need to appreciate how great my life is.. how lucky I am to be who I am.
I’m healthy, I’m happy, I have money, I have a job, and I’m well educated. I go about like I go to the worst school, and have a terrible family-life. Yeah, I don’t get along with my mum most days, and it hurts.. but you know; we both love each other and well.. I can deal with the other shit. I do go to a dodgey (looking) school, but I’ve got to say I’ve gotten pretty far with it. I feel like I’ve learnt a lot this year.. and I can’t wait to go to Mindarie and further my education.
I use to be so self obsessed with my body, my diet, everything. Fuck it. I don’t care anymore. I’m not dying, I’m not obese, I’m not underweight. I don’t really care if I don’t fit into societys “ideal” body. I am who I am, and well as long as Calvin loves my body; I don’t care. I will modify it until I like it, later on.
I’m starting to open my eyes.. realize what I have. And I’m really fucking lucky.
What’s with people who smoke weed glamourising it? I have no problem if you smoke it once a year or all day every day, but it isn’t something that’s overly useful or productive. If it’s part of your life man, that’s cool, but so is taking a shit. I am pretty sure that taking a shit is actually more productive and useful than smoking weed, why not write a blog about that
btw if your ever looking for any good vegetarian food, there is an awesome brand out 'Veggie Delights' they make amazing products. I had the burgers last night for dinner, they are my favorite.
You can normally get them in any shop.
Thought id just throw it out there for you before you probably crack the shits at the last message I sent you and realize im just another bitch, But yeah, they are uber good!
and your telling me what I already know, of course everyone has a choice, just like I have a choice about saying this to you.
If you feel more at ease with yourself by not eating meat then sure go for it, I'm not the kind of person to stop you from doing that. NOR am I the person to tell you that your an idiot for doing so or bringing you down. I know exactly what that is like because I get given that kind of shit daily.
People think its pointless and other people know its pointless... and that's exactly what my point is, if everyone could do as much as we COULD of course things would change. but people are to fucking cruel and stupid to do that.
and I'm not judging you for choosing to be vegetarian, as I've said more then half my diet is a vegetarian diet. pretty much 90% of it is. The only reason I eat meat occasionally is because I'm forced to cause Ive been getting REALLY sick and no supplements have been fixing it.. not only that but I re-search and had recipes directed exactly for vegetarians so you also get exactly what you need. but I have a very naturally weak immune system which faults therefore I need to find a supplement that works. but I know what you mean. and If I stop eating meat im just made to feel bad and like im some sort of idiot.
I vomit because I feel guilty from eating it and I know thats not healthy im aware of that.
To cut a long story short. I didn't say anything to you for you to blow it out of proportion like im on some sort of rant to bring you down cause that wasn't my intention at all. But if you want to take it that way then fine, if you want to think another person has turned on you and is trying to make you feel shit about your choices, then that's your problem. not mine. I wasn't trying to offend or upset you but clearly I have. and that's actually pretty offensive that you can jump straight to a conclusion like that. but oh well. your probably going to take this as a complete rip into you as well, but that is also not what I am trying to do. I was asking for not much more then a conversation but clearly you have to justify it by posting a supposedly non directed status hinting that I can go fuck myself cause your upset I opened my mouth.
If you post this publicly so be it, if you don't answer it so be it, and if you tell me to fuck off and drop dead so be that too. I can defend myself just as much as you can defend yourself. Thats all I have to say and honestly I don't care what the consequences are of this. I didn't intend for it to make drama like this so I'm over it. Just letting you know, how you take it from here is YOUR choice.
Um…. I didn’t intend to make anything a drama, lol?
You stated your opinion and I stated mine? If I came off as a bit edgy, that was obviously because I got the same negative reaction from absolutly everyone. And I appreciate you explaining your reason for thinking what you think instead of just straight out telling me that I’m an idiot, but I’m pretty sick of having to explain and define my reasons for my choice to fucking everyone, tbh. Especially when they just turn around with all this negative shit against me.
Also I didn’t hint that you can ‘go fuck yourself’ in my status, at all.. That was to everyone who keeps telling me how stupid I am, and you hardly did that… Stress less, I have no beef with you, just calm down okay? Don’t take shit so seriously.
the things that you keep inside locked away, the secret’s you keep from others that noone can know about that hide away from your memory because everytime you remember you cringe, you feel sick, you cry, you hurt … a lot. i don’t understand how anyone can openly blurt out to everyone the things that are definitely nothing to be proud of, even if it wasn’t your fault for what was going on. i guess i just don’t understand why anyone would just throw it out there for everyone to see. the things that make me lower my head and tear over. yes i know that people can write whatever they feel on their tumblr because they use it as a diary and such but there is a privacy option to the things you are posting to the world, because anyone can read it whenever they please. i can only see it as a cry for attention or sympathy because i sure as fuck don’t want anyone to know what i went through, it was hard, so fucking hard and i was alone. i guess me being me i still had the pride and dignity to keep my personal struggles internally private.
This. Some things should be left unsaid. Putting it out there for everyone to know about isn’t going to change or heal anything, trust me.
I keep saying that im going to be vegetarian and all people say is that its never going to work until everyone becomes a vegetarian.. -_- the only meat I EVER eat is free range Australian chicken, and I only have that in tiny amounts.. I still feel guilty for it.. but in a way I agree with the people who say that one person not eating meat is never going to stop anything or save the animals, vegetarians have been around for years and years and still nothing is being done about stopping animals being made into food. and not only that but Lindsay made a brilliant point to me about how completely cutting meat out of your diet for the animals sake is stupid. it's like just going half way. animals are still dying even if you dont eat the meat. the house that we live in probably killed animals and took away their home and the clothes we wear and the jewellery would have been mined fro somewhere that would have killed animals and taken away their clothes.
Not only that but cats eat birds dogs eat rabbits, everything eats each other, and we need to eat animals to be healthy.
overall he was saying that its really disgusting but being a vegetarian is a rather pointless commitment if you don't completely take out every single thing from your living that involves and animal dying anywhere along the track. And even if you do become vegetarian its never going to save them anyway
nothing is going to save them until they make flesh and meat illegal! which they will never do because the world would become chaotic and everyone would get really sick
overall I still think its all really horrible, but keeping a bit of chicken in my diet keeps me on the boarder of this unhealthy vegetarian thing and I just get enough to give me what I need from meat... like I said I only eat free range Australian chicken, which doesn't make it any better and I dont call myself vegetarian. I would be completely ready to give up eating chicken all together If I knew it would really stop everything that happens to the animals, but Ive been very very sick from not eating chicken and not being able to afford supplements and when I can them not even working.. so I eat some chicken because I cant feel like im going to curl up and die because the rest of the fucking world cant see how cruel it all is. but I suppose thats just how the world works right? Everything we do is horrible and disgusting.. I suppose when the whole world is ready to do something about it, I will be on of the first to give up everything, until then I have to do what keeps me healthy.. even if I vomit more then half the time after I eat the chicken ><
Im pretty crazy and alot of people would think im wrong for what I do because I preach that people shouldnt eat meat but I still do.. I don;t label myself a vegetarian.. but I know that not eating meat to stop it is kinda silly because as said, its never going to happen until they make it illegal.. which is never going to happen
You’re telling me what I already know.
I know very well that me cutting meat out of my diet isn’t going to change anything.. Its a personal thing. I feel more at peace with myself for not contributing as much to the consumption and production of animal slaughter. I can afford supplements and a vegetarian diet isn’t unhealthy if you do it right. And I’m willing to put in that effort.
Seriously, this attidude is why the world is what it is. I have a choice, the majority of us have a choice, and I feel like I’m making the right choice by turning vegetarian. One day I will turn vegan. I am willing to do as much as I can. I feel its the right thing to do and I don’t want to have same attitude as everyone else, who thinks its ‘pointless’.
If we all did as much as we could, we WOULD make a difference. I am aware this will never happen, but I feel like a much better person by commiting to this. I’m not judging anyone who does eat meat either, like I said, this is MY personal choice.
Pretty much I was a vegetarian for about three years until my dad forced me to eat meat again due to low iron. And don’t get me wrong, I love the taste of meat, chicken especially, but it doesn’t mean I didn’t feel guilty every single time I ate it. To me its always felt wrong, and it’s something I can’t ignore anymore. And watching that video was the last little push I needed to make this decision for the rest of my life.
Also, if you vomit when you eat chicken, how is that healthy??
Anyway, to cut a long story short, I know I’m not changing anything, but I am ALOT more at peace with myself. I don’t care how silly anyone thinks it is.
Was actually really proud and excited to talk about how I’d finally made the choice to turn vegetarian. But hey, maybe I should just keep my mouth shut more often. A litte bit of positiveness would have been nice..
I’m so sick of hearing girls bitching about their boyfriends, when they have a decent relationship.
You all make it out like your man is the fucking devil.
Ever think maybe he doesn’t mean to make you feel that way. Maybe he just didn’t think about it that much.. And no, that doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you either, it just means boys aren’t fucking psycotic and they don’t overthink every little thing and they aren’t ridiculously over sensitive.
And when he talks to another girl, or gets their number, no, he’s not cheating on you. You’re not the only girl in his life, he has friends too.
If you have someone that loves you and cares for you, cheerish the good things, don’t dwell on the bad. It doesn’t make any sense and it gets you no where. People need to chill, seriously.
What ever happened to “ladies first”?… or dates? or romance?
Why don’t we have candle lit dinners anymore… or picnics in the park with wine and sandwiches. What about sentimental gifts, jewellery, his/her favourite chocolate, flowers.. Where has class and chivalry gone. It upsets me to think how humans have lowered there standards, lowered there trust barriers and lowered the respect they have for one and other.
People underestimate the value of love and lust these days.
The amount of people at hq bitching about eachother today was fucking stupid. Fair enough, I USED to bitch, everyone did/does. But seriously, put a fucking sock in it. It gets you NO WHERE, and in a big pile of shit. Nobody cares how much you hate another person, Nobody…
Why I hate HQ. Fucking judge fest of immature people.
so when i was growing up i was never a music girl i was never singing or had music on. i played my little keyboard but i would never have a casette playing or even a cd when i was a little older. when i was really little about 4/5 my sister used to play me marilyn manson’s the beautiful people and it was the only song i would ever let her play but i don’t remember it she just always reminds me.
but i never really surrounded myself with music until my brother played me cradle of filth’s her ghost in the fog when i was 12. my mind exploded and my heart melted. i wanted to know more about this sort of music that i’d never heard before. i was mesmerized.
i grew up in a crappy little cray-fishing town, north of perth that noone would bother going out of their way for. it’s just a really local place where all the families knew the families everyone knew everyone and everyone knew all the gossip. in school there was the cool ‘sporty’ kids and the ‘loser’ non sporty and usually arty kids being in the early to mid 00’s it wasn’t common to have the internet or phone’s or anything so the only music anyone really knew of was what was played on rage every sunday morning on abc.
when my brother moved in with my dad after a few months he played me cradle of filth and dimmu borgir and children of bodom and dir en grey and i thought it was the most amazing incredible music. i played it to my best friend, jacinda, and we used to sneak onto my brothers account on the computer and play all his music. we still played with dolls, we still used to skate to the park, we still used to be kids. but we loved heavy metal and black metal. and here i am today 7 years later. me and jacinda are still best friends and we still love the same music, though our playlist’s have grown significantly since 04.